broken promises

my parents promised me a number of items in the past 15 years. and all of them are broken, not a single one is true.Now they promised me a laptop, though I'm not holding on to that promise. I know its a lie. I doubt every word that comes out of their mouth. so now, i won't be surprised if they break this one too. i've stop trusting them a long time ago.

A lesson in life that I wll always treasure, "Rely on noone but me. myself and i"

all i will ever have are broken promises.

Henry James

I hate him so much, he pisses me off. whenever he does something its always me or harry who gets the blame. ughhh. i seriously think he was switched with my 'real' brother. HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE!!!!!

i dont care what happens to him. all i care about is getting away from him

mask

days pass by, time ticks away, i pretend everywhere i go, wearing a mask so thick of lies, a simple plastered to conceal what's beneath it all, hidden deep under, i know. A little girl cries me loneliness, the frustration she felt over the years, the pressure of being someone she clearly did not agree on, wanting only to be accepted, to be loved and cared for. She created a mask that she used so often until her truerele is forgotten by others, never to tell the world me her true sufferings. She sits and waits patiently for that day to come. Waiting for the mask to fall and shatter into pieces, to reveal each and every emotion that she felt, to forever be free from the dark prison.