Can't go watch New Moon.. :'(

well this isn't the first time... i HATE my life. i HATE my family I prractically hate everything!!!

ok. the big Question now is probably why I'm so EMO, the reason is that my life..is..so..full of SHITS!!!

why was I born into this family. ican't go out. i can't do this or that. what kind of life is this??? I hate it when people nickname me princess. it jusst adds to the suffering. to me, nothig is enjoyable. I live like a prisoner. my own house even feels like one. i never had any fantasies of being royalty. and never will.

i wish i'm already 18+ so I can get my ass out of this HELL HOLE and PERMANENTLY move out...